The last month has been incredibly difficult.  Like so many women I too have a story of sexual assault, and the outpouring of stories have been both triggering and emotionally exhausting.  I've gone back and forth over and over again, unsure if I should speak up.  If I could speak.  And if so, will I be heard?

Mariah Carey — Security Guard Claims Sexual Harassment Says She Also Called Him Nazi, Skinhead  —  EXCLUSIVE  —  Mariah Carey's former security company has threatened to sue her ... and the guy who owns the company says she constantly humiliated him by referring to him as a Nazi, a skinhead, a KKK member and a white supremacist.

Katharine McPhee Talks Body Confidence, the Importance of Therapy, and Her Intense Workouts: “I've Never Felt Stronger”  —  Katharine McPhee spills about embracing her body, her independence—and her intense, “nose-to-the-ground” workouts.  —  “I've always liked doing lists going into a new year …

How Jennifer Garner and Casey Affleck Helped Ben Affleck Check Into Rehab, Find Sobriety  —  Ben Affleck had a moment of clarity.  Just days after celebrating Saturday Night Live producer and girlfriend Lindsay Shookus' Emmy win at the September 17 awards show, the two-time rehab vet realized …

Lindsey Vonn and Boyfriend Kenan Smith Split After a Year of Dating  —  Lindsey Vonn and former NFL assistant coach Kenan Smith have split after a year of dating, PEOPLE can exclusively report.  —  “Unfortunately, their busy schedules ultimately took a toll on the relationship,” a Vonn pal tells PEOPLE of the recent breakup.

Gay Talese Would Like to Profile Kevin Spacey  —  And not necessarily for the reason one might imagine.  Plus more scenes from the New York Public Library's Literary Lions Gala.  —  One night a year, the New York Public Library, the Beaux-Arts bastion of the city's literary life, becomes a shade less public.

‘Shameless’ Star Ethan Cutkosky Arrested for DUI (UPDATE)  —  6:55 AM PT — Law enforcement says officers smelled marijuana in the car during the stop, and our sources say Ethan admitted he'd been smoking weed that night.  —  We're told police drew Ethan's blood for toxicology testing, which is pending.

FASHION MAGAZINE WINTER 2018 COVER STAR: ZENDAYA  —  The actress, model and all-around star is making her own decisions, thank you very much.  —  We are the stories we tell.  And so, right now, in this skylit studio, sitting across from Zendaya—who has returned to her natural state …

Jessica Chastain on Calling Out Bryan Singer: 'I'm Going to Speak My Mind' … Jessica Chastain does not mince words when it comes to Hollywood's burgeoning sexual abuse scandals—as anyone who follows her on Twitter knows full well.  —  Nonetheless, with revelations continuing to mount …

Britney Spears donates flower painting to Las Vegas benefit auction  —  Britney Spears' flower painting sold at auction for $10,000on Sunday during a benefit concert to honor those affected by the Las Vegas shooting.  —  The “Stronger” singer, who has a residency in Las Vegas …